Keepin' it real.

 My life isn't glamorous but it's lovely all the same. Here are a few of the moments that brought smiles to my face this week. Enjoy!

Fell in love with this ride the other day when I snuck off to the beach.

Makes me think of Edward

And Bella. :)

A walk in the acres... you never know what you're gonna find. 

The most effective way I've found to de-stress.
 Going for a swim at Richardson's beach. 

It just wouldn't be right if I didn't include a picture of food, now would it? This is the Smokehouse Chicken flatbread pizza from Jamba Juice. Mmmm mmmmm mmmm! 

Wild nene goose on Devastation Trail

Domestic Diva in action. This is my "cleaning hair".
Bathrooms scrubbed, floors swept, furniture vacuumed, dishwasher emptied
and closets cleaned. BAM!

Let another week begin. :)

Missing her already.

The scene in our home today: I was browsing Facebook and saw a status update.  I called to V in disbelief "they're saying Whitney Houston died - I have to see if it's true" and before my sentence was finished, the phone was ringing. V said "I bet that's Jen now calling to tell me". Jen was at the bar in Iowa, and saw it scrolling across the tv. 

She called to see if V was okay. 

V was that kind of Whitney fan. 

It's not surprising, then, to learn that Whitney has been the soundtrack to our 7 plus years together. She's a die hard fan of "Old school Whitney" and I rallied around her comeback CD. Every few months we have a few too many bottles of wine and end up dancing in the garage to our favorites, leaving the CDs out, knowing it wont be long before we "just wanna dance with someone" again. 

It's amazing when I stop to think about it. Her music was truly woven into the fabric of our lives. My earliest Whitney memory was crooning (off key, of course) as a 4th or 5th grader to "The Greatest Love of All". My friend Camron had taped it off the radio, and we listened to it over and over. In the innocence of my childhood, I couldn't begin to grasp the true beauty of that song. 

"Greatest Love Of All"

I believe the children are our future 

Teach them well and let them lead the way 

Show them all the beauty they possess inside 

Give them a sense of pride to make it easier

Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be 

Everybody searching for a hero 

People need someone to look up to 

I never found anyone to fulfill my needs 

A lonely place to be 

So I learned to depend on me 

[Chorus:]

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows 

If I fail, if I succeed 

At least I live as I believe 

No matter what they take from me 

They can't take away my dignity 

Because the greatest love of all 

Is happening to me 

I found the greatest love of all 

Inside of me 

The greatest love of all 

Is easy to achieve 

Learning to love yourself 

It is the greatest love of all 

I believe the children are our future

Teach them well and let them lead the way 

Show them all the beauty they possess inside 

Give them a sense of pride to make it easier 

Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be 

[Chorus]

And if by chance, that special place 

That you've been dreaming of 

Leads you to a lonely place 

Find your strength in love

It's remarkable that a woman who entertained us at the ages of 10 and 13 still brought joy at 35 and 38.    From the 80's hits, to the Bodyguard, to club music, to her comeback CD, it all has a place in our hearts. 

In my favorite songs, she's singing about LOVE. And maybe that's why we will always love her. 

An afternoon with Pele

Thank goodness for Friday afternoons! On my way home from work this Friday, 

 I took a detour through Volcano National Park.

One of my favorite places on earth. 

The start of Devastation Trail

It's so easy to get lost in the silence and stillness.

Signs of life: the Hawaiian nene goose

Sunshine wiping the shadows away

Wind whipped hair at the Kilauea Iki crater.

My Shadow

My shadow wears

                                                           tank tops

 flip flops

 yoga pants 

and she knows the order of things

her hair like octopus arms

 My shadow is a sneaky ninja

free like the wind 

rooted like a tree

 a taller, lighter version of me.

This week has been a mixed bag. I guess that's what life is though, right? "Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get." God bless Forrest's mama. 

On Monday I posted about how great the day had been, how productive I felt. I knew better than to expect ponies and rainbows all week, but I was caught off guard when I heard of the sudden death of Theo, a family friend. Theo is a bit younger than my parents and was a fixture of my childhood. We're distantly related, and I always thought of him as a friend. The kind of person you love because you want to, not because you have to. 

Of all people, I know how precious life is; how everything can change in an instant. (See my previous post - The World Breaks Everyone). Just when you think you're unshakeable, something happens that shakes you to your core all over again. 

Thinking about how short life is... I realized I didn't want to waste another minute of my afternoon. I stole off to the beach, my happy place, and I went for a swim. My perspective is always deeper, broader, different when I am in the water. I dried off in the sunshine, only half caring that I was playing hooky to be there.

It was a pretty good day!

For a Monday, this day rocked!

I started the morning with a cup of coffee, followed by a green smoothie. I must say, the smoothies are getting better, and I'm happy with the fact they contain a full day's serving of fruits and vegetables.

My first meeting of the day was with a youth on my caseload, his mother, and his probation officer. It was successful! After months of hard work with this family it finally feels like it's paying off. What a great feeling. :)

I had a parent session later in the day, followed by a run / walk in the heat of the afternoon. I'm being generous to call it a run. On the bright side, it was 75 minutes of sunshine. 75 minutes of freedom.

After that, I sandwiched in some errands with Jenn, then Kristi came over after work and we wrapped. She brought chocolate covered strawberries (Holy deliciousness!!!) and I finished the night in front of the TV, wondering how much longer it will be before Ben discovers that Courtney is a raging B.

Yep, that sums it up. It was indeed a pretty good day. :)

She Let Go

She let go. Without a thought or a word, she let go. She let go of the fear. She let go of the judgments. She let go of the confluence of opinions swarming around in her head. She let go of the committee of indecision within her. She let go of all the ‘right’ reasons. Wholly and completely, without hesitation or worry, she just let go.

She didn’t ask anyone for advice. She didn’t read a book on how to let go. She didn’t search the scriptures. She just let go. She let go of all of the memories that held her back. She let go of all of the anxiety that kept her from moving forward. She let go of the planning and all of the calculations about how to do it just right.

She didn’t promise to let go. She didn’t journal about it. She didn’t write the projected date in her Day-Timer. She made no public announcement and put no ad in the paper. She didn’t check the weather report or read her daily horoscope. She just let go.

She didn’t analyze whether she should let go. She didn’t call her friends to discuss the matter. She didn’t do a five-step Spiritual Mind Treatment. She didn’t call the prayer line. She didn’t utter one word. She just let go.

No one was around when it happened. There was no applause or congratulations. No one thanked her or praised her. No one noticed a thing. Like a leaf falling from a tree, she just let go. There was no effort. There was no struggle. It wasn’t good and it wasn’t bad. It was what it was, and it is just that. In the space of letting go, she let it all be. A small smile came over her face. A light breeze blew through her. And the sun and the moon shone  forevermore.

~Ernest Holmes

*Crediting Raven Joy of the Big Island for the material for this post. This is her original photo, which she shared on Facebook a couple of years ago. Pictured is Faith, arms open in crashing Tsunami waves.  Raven recently posted the writing by Ernest Holmes as well.  It seems the two should be paired together. Thank you, Raven, for sharing your creativity so freely. Letting go is a beautiful thing. 

Snapshot Sunday

Some sweet moments of this past week:

This was too sweet. Addi sprawled across my lap, saying "LOVE ME". 

Nifty green clutch, half price at Target.
Caramel frappucino. 'Nuff said. 

Cha-ching!!! The body wrap business is paying off. :)
Actual cash deposit from wraps sold this week.  

Playing with Instagram. 

Mediterrani-yum flatbread pizza from Jamba Juice. 

Goodie case at Hana Hou Cafe in Naalehu.
  (I didn't order, but felt the need to snap a pic.) 

Saturday night at Lucy's Taqueria 

Flower power on my Thursday morning run. 

And last, but not least, amused by this handsome fella in the driver's seat
outside KTA.